Are you looking for alcohol recovery meditations?
It is best to access Sober Meditations from the free Sober Meditations app located in both Apple and Google Play App Stores.
Sober Meditations is a 100% FREE app. Sober Meditations is a resource of contemplative alcohol recovery meditations. Sober Meditations are recorded by recovering alcoholics who share their experience, strength, and hope in a contemplative meditation format, one thought at a time.
For iPhone; https://apps.apple.com/us/app/sober-meditations/id1497824823?ls=1
For Android; https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.sobermeditationsapp.android.sober